。=小雨=。

我好像真的一年来一次。。比新年还久耶 哈哈

可是这次来 没有苦水抱怨发泄 纯粹 太 无 聊 哈哈

It's been a while since I came here.. more than a year. Gosh.

Nothing has been changed. I wonder is it the problem lies within myself actually.
Hence, leaving no way out as I have my own choice to decide the best for myself.

Life's been challenging.And, things change.
I used to be kind of less traumatized; but now I can't help thinking way too much

Parents are aging, and maybe faster than we thought it should be.
We are growing up, yet not every part of us is growing at the same pace. ie knowledge

Well... at the age of quarter life cycle.. seriously a CRISIS needs to be handled.

I am no longer young generally by terms of age.. yet I think my mentality and knowledge to life are seriously not that fabulous. Maybe, I am a pampered kid.

Parents used to provide us with whatever the best they can; shelter us, feed us, pave the way for us. Hence, we don't really know how the world works in fact. 

The world is so big and is ever changing at the fast pace. We need some catch up here. 

Sometimes, I couldn't help thinking that kids that live without parents' shadow learns and grows faster. Although I believe they might envy kids like us who have a shield from loving parents yet it's truth that life taught them a good lesson to be stronger.

You won't know how ugly this world is until you get your hands dirty.